My Life!!!

So this is how it went i was talkin to my friend Caitlin and she was sadd cuzz of her family...And then i realized whyy i might have these fuckin depression problems.MY LIFE FUCKIN SUCKZZ?!?! My Mother has never been married. I never met my real father.My life is shitty.Every hmmm...about 3 years i got a new step dad or sometimes its about like 3 months...=[ fuckin horrible i know eh!So basically my life fuckin suckzz its horrible!!

My Ex?!?!?!?!?!

Omfg...Like i was talking to some people on msn and outta no were my Ex comes online, so im like "Heyy Smexxii" and he was like "Ohh i cant talk but i wish i could" and im like "whyy do you wish?" and he was like "I miss talking to you!" and im jus like "Awwwwwie Hunnii thats soo sweet<3">

***GASP***
***FAINTS***

WTF Is The Point Of Trying To Show My Love For You When You Make Me Depressed...='[!!!

WTF is the point of loving you when you dont talk to mee! You make me feel like shit! Like i don't desearve to live! Should I...I dont think i should? I'm sick and tired of all this fuckin pain! Loving you KILLZZ me so Fucking much!!!!! I Just wish i knew what i did wrong?? Im so depressed i would LOVE to DIE RIGHT NOW!!!!!... If 3cho and Ktee would let mee???

This is the worst week ever, i hope i die and you can treat some other girl you appperently love better...My Two requests before i delete everything is...

1, I wanna know what i did wrong!!!! ... and!

2,To tell all my friends i love them and im sorry for deleting everything except my bloggerr, youtube and piczo and myspace...!!!
Im sorry to All....

xoxoxoxo STSP SilentSuicide<3<3>

Ktee!!!!!!!!

Ktee is my Smexxii Biatch!!! She is mine and no one else can own herr!! She is my awsomme MSN BUDDY!!!...i cant really think of anythin else to say all i want the WORLD to know is that SHES AWSOMME!!!!

AND MINE!!!!
xoxoxoxoxo

OMFGG!!!!

OMFG HE ASKED MEE OUT...IM GOING CRAZZY SO FUCKIN BADD!!!

OMFG...I Asked him...

Omg i sent him a message askin him if i asked him out what he wouls say and its been like an hour and he hasnt typed back...=( were havin aa hole convo on tagged...i fainted and he brought me to the hospitle and ...im so freaakin in love with this guy...i want him to ask mee out sooooo baddddddddddly!!!!!

Mr.SceneBoii

Yess everyone im writting about the mystery man again, but there is an update my Bestiie K`tee is goin to ask him out for mee...I know im pathetic i dont have the gutz tho...im too scared.But anyways here it goes.

We talk on msn like all the time and no matter what were always having <3<3>

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

3cho*

I Dont want you to move you mean alout too mee and everyone will miss you...and i hope you visite mee verry soon you bitch...jkjkjk...Luv ya xoxo

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoSTSP <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Mr.Scene Boii<3 How Do I Say ILY??

This is impossible for me to actually tell you but im in fuckin love with you.I will never be able to tell you how happy you make me on Msn, Hotmail and Tagged. From the Minute you say Hello till the Minute you have to go i got BUTTEFLYS. You are Amazingly Georgus and MINE!I will never know how to ask you out or what to say and how to do it. You mean the world to me you are my EVERYTHING! I Just whish i could actually explane this too you.I want you to be on msn and i want you to live by me i WANT YOU!!!